I think I don't believe much in love anymore

It's so easy to forget about love. To deep inside know there is no one out there for me. To know I will never find what I am truly looking for. Maybe it's why these days i feel more sadness than ever before. Today especially. I had a friend ask me when it would be my turn to get married. I would like to tell them never, because that is the honest answer indeed. Does love exist? or is it just merely an illusion ? time to sleep and dream now