Searching for true love when will I find it?

Often we search our whole lives for that real true love, then we never seem to truly find it. Where it love at ? Has the whole world gone to hell and only lust is left? I often wonder. As days pass by, I get darker more sinister. I am losing more faith in ever finding true love. Where does it even exist anymore?

I often wonder about this late night at my writing desk.