Past memories

Oh yeah I remember great memories, and I bet those can come back one day. Well they will stay with me forever. The first time I got so drunk off whiskey I threw up and passed out in the living room. Staying up late drinking vodka till 6 am in the morning, watching movies. And still getting up in time to McDonald's breakfast in time to be at the bar by 10 am. Good times! And as I get older I feel I can't do it like that anymore. I need my sleep. Or maybe it was just the raw energy from being high off life tha kept me going. Who knows but those were some good times.

New good and fun times manifest in other ways. Of course I continue to always write with the pen. What is my true destiny ? will I ever find love. These are questions I wish I knew the answer to. At times I look into the mystic world to find the answer. But perhaps those who claimed to be powerful are not as powerful as it once seemed. Now matter I keep on writing... the words from my pen will flow on forever.