Trying to find my soul

This year I am still trying to find my soul. It seems love does not even exist in this world. And I far to busy with my writing and projects to even try to seek out love. I know that seeking money and reaching my goals in my destiny. I can't stop everything I'm doing for one person. And yet at the same time I wish that love existed out there somewhere. But I now know that love will never exist in my realm. It's hard to find my soul in the world of darkness. Yet at the same time my soul had become partly dark. For this reason I use my will get rich in a world that is lost.

My soul gets lost in my own world. I am trying to find the pieces of the mystery. But it seems people and life are so boring and mundane. I have been trying to find something real, but as time flows on I see love is not longer real. I am full of sadness yet freedom. And I have become to busy is seeking riches to stop and think about any kind of love. My dreams are what counts now. I cannot hold back for anything or anyone. Besides I am probably never going to meet my soul mate. But life is magical nevertheless, as I cast spells in the still of night. So many words of mystery written by the magical pen.