Random nightime writings

Well I have been trying to find my destiny for a long time. But what is my destiny lots of money or it simply to find love or both? AS time flows by I often wonder what my real destiny is. No one reads this blasted blog, so it's more of my personal online diary although it is open, it's nothing interesting enough for people to want to read I suppose.

But then again I must always write with the sinister pen. After all I am a poet. But yes I am a bit drunk tonight. I am listening to magical music and I am in my own world. Let us now drink from the magical cup and fly in the stars and moon light!!! Yes life is surely about getting nicely toasted!

Trying to find my soul

This year I am still trying to find my soul. It seems love does not even exist in this world. And I far to busy with my writing and projects to even try to seek out love. I know that seeking money and reaching my goals in my destiny. I can't stop everything I'm doing for one person. And yet at the same time I wish that love existed out there somewhere. But I now know that love will never exist in my realm. It's hard to find my soul in the world of darkness. Yet at the same time my soul had become partly dark. For this reason I use my will get rich in a world that is lost.

My soul gets lost in my own world. I am trying to find the pieces of the mystery. But it seems people and life are so boring and mundane. I have been trying to find something real, but as time flows on I see love is not longer real. I am full of sadness yet freedom. And I have become to busy is seeking riches to stop and think about any kind of love. My dreams are what counts now. I cannot hold back for anything or anyone. Besides I am probably never going to meet my soul mate. But life is magical nevertheless, as I cast spells in the still of night. So many words of mystery written by the magical pen.

What if I never get married ?

At time I know many lost souls think about what might happen if they never get married. I mean a lot of people are looking for love and wonder if they will get married. I suppose no one truly knows if they will ever get married. I have often wondered about this myself. What happens to the souls of people who never get married. Do they die inside or become dark? What is the mystery of love and how can it be solved. I wonder about people who never get married and the reasons behind it.

Love it self is a very mysterious thing and something hard to understand. Doctors try to scan the mind to see how it looks when a person is in love. They also claim that being in love is as strong as a heroin high that never comes down. But the thing I often wonder if how in the bloody hell would I know if I was in love if I never tried drugs? Perhaps if they compared it to being drunk I might have some idea of what being in love is like.

Yes watch and enjoy this video about the bring in love. It talks about what I wrote here today. May the power of magic be with you. This video does shed some light on the mystery of love. And how it works in real life. Yet why or how we fall in love will always remain a mystery.

Helen Fisher The Brain In Love video