You would never see deep in me. Or my secrets and dreams in me. You see I used to dream of love and and a soul mate who made me breathe again. But day by day I wither away, because My soul is no longer shining....
I will just reach my goals and dreams.. but I'll still be alone so I will be dying alone. You see the dream is always the same me drunk and high dead in a hotel room.... perhaps my final destiny... maybe love was never meant for me....
I look at your once last time.. tears in my eyes... i dream of suicide every night as I cry.... what is life is my eyes shed tears.. and no one to hold or kiss??? where is the bliss in this?????
and if love is a lie?? then what is it worth to be alive... yes I could be the clown or the head of the show.. but what is it all worth it if I'm still alone....???
Oh this world is so cold.. maybe it's why I will leave my music and poetry behind.... so other's won't make the same mistake....
But you need to know soon I won't be here... trust me i tried... but i can;t go on living if I cry every night.... it was wonderful to know you my friend.. but this is my last Goodbye...
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