Letter to my soulmate.

I wonder if you are really out there and if you exist. Love seems to be something I missed. I tried to find my soul in this world that is just to cold. If you are out there and you exist, I am thinking of you tonight. Under the moon and stars I lay dreaming of you. I wish I would have meet you sooner. I don't know where you are now. But I write you this letter. I will cast this letter in a bottle into the sea so that maybe one day you will find it. I wish you the best,and please find the love and eternal peace deep within. I hope this letter finds you soon...

If you are out there I want you to know I'm here. I dreamed of you once, such a wonderful and romantic dream. If I find you one day soon, I will know love does exist.

Lost love?

One soul mate love is lost does it ever come back? I often wonder. But at the same time poetry caused by losing love and emotional pain has made me powerful and brought more gold into my grasp.

Perhaps certain things that happen in this domain are destiny. For us to forge yet another future. I can look at my poetry from the past and see something was different back then. Weather I walk alone or with a love, I will always be strong. I can't be defeated and greatness has always been my destiny!

Love is lost in time. But my destiny must still be reached. The one I love is never there. Perhaps it was bad luck or love was just never meant to be for me. But greatness and riches was always my destiny.

Holli Would from Cool World is such a beautiful woman!

So I finally saw this movie after not seeing it for years. It's from 1992 called Cool World. Well I have fallen in love with Holli Would. Yes falling in love with a cartoon character is not normal, but she also turns real as Kim Basinger later. Well I think Kim Basinger does her also in the film.

This movie is a masterpiece and just makes me want to live in a place like cool world and be able to marry someone like Holli Would. Who knows maybe one day that dream will finally come true. I know dreams do come true we just have to make them happen right? If only Holli Would existed in the real world??? Or maybe I should move to Cool World.

Remembering the Past Maybe I should forget the past

It's strange I remember the past. Looking at people from the past on Facebook. But for what? Most of those people forgot me and do not remember me. I am sure they probably don't care for me either.

But at times late at night, it's nice to remember and even think about the past. We remember other and better times. But time keeps moving on. Time flows and it seems we will never get back those old friendships. But we must stick to our real friends and always move forward no matter what! Never let the past hold you back.

Most Demonic Video Games from the 1980s and early 90s Splatter House 3

Oh yes let's take the way back when machine to a long time ago. To the time when Sega Genesis was one of the best video game system out at the time. Yes those days when we used to walk to the rental video game shop. I was looking for a game to rent on Sega Genesis. I looked on the selves full of games. When one caught my eye. It has the image of scary monsters with a huge mouth and sharp teeth also. The game was something I had to try out. I always loved scary things and video games and this game seemed like something I would enjoy.

So I rented the demonic game and took it home. And at that time it was one of the scariest games ever made. But I enjoyed every moment of it. It's truly a game that is magical yet evil. The music, the imagery scared me. I also must say the game play and fighting in the game was just great. It's probably one of the most disturbing games made on Sega Genesis besides SplatterHouse 2 and maybe Altered Beast. Also Mystic Defender was kind of spooky. But those games will get their own reviews. For now we are talking about SlatterHouse 3.


If you ever wanted to play an old scary and disturbing game, then SplatterHouse 3 is the game to enjoy!

I have not written here in some time, but I have returned.

I guess this is just my personal writing blog. I will share stuff about movies, music, TV shows. But most i'll write a poem or stories I will later record and upload to youtube.

I knew this blog would probably not make much money. But hey I write on here when I feel the urge to express what I am feeling. My candles are burning. And it seems I am over writing only dark things.

But I will share dark poetry whenever I get the inspiration. Weather from anger or sadness. And you know spooky stories is my thing.


Well I am off to write more poetry. I might share on here.

We will see. Until then keep the inkwell and feather pen ready and the candle burning.

The Magic Cloud

How I dream to be free
above this world and to float with the birds
I speak out loud, about how wonderful it would be
to be a Cloud

I wish to forever fly
I wish to never have to die
You can find me in the sky

I run in the magic field and throw up my fists
I jump towards the sky and wish to be turned into mist
I see this is what is feels like to feel Eternal 
bliss.. to feel natures kiss

When i am gone from this earth
please don't say I will be missed
You can always find me singing in the clouds above
or see my face appear in a cloud of mist.

once you see me there know I am free 

I am One with nature now.

I will always remain The Magic Cloud...