Had a dream of love last night

It has been so long since I have dreamed of love or felt love. I thought I felt real love in this dream. She was beautiful with blonde hair. Also we were together on a train ride. She would cuddle next to me and we held and kissed each other. I wonder who she is. I want to find her and hold her one day. Till next time let us drink

A lost soul in a lost blog

Here I write a a lost soul in a lost blog. Well overall I need to get back to my writing which is my bread and butter. Stories, poetry etc. I just love this stuff, and it brings in the money also. I hardly write in this blog. But life has been more fun lately. It's truly an adventure. why is a raven like a writing desk ?

More alone than ever before

Lately I feel more alone than ever before. I have realized most people just talk to me when and because they want something from me. Most people do not support or respect me. Not that I care about them or those things. Mostly what hurts is I still have not found real love. I'm not flattered by those unattractive women on social media. I know what I must do to gain my success, and it is something I must do alone. The ones who actually love and support me will be there for the journey. As for everyone else, it will be time for me to vanish form the scene for a time, and just go for my dreams. In the end... i'm the only one that can reach my dreams, and make myself happy. Feeling more alone than ever before, but things actually look clear now. I doubt I will find love, but magic can be found again in life.

What a life so far! Older but still young

Wow it was years ago I started this blog. How things have changed sine this. Getting older but wiser. Will have a fun weekend! Always hold on to, and always remember the great times with friends of present and past Afterall those are the things that make life worth while aren't they ? Find the magical things in life.. they will lead you to bliss. Well time to sleep... Find me in a dream sometime