It's always the one you don't want that likes you

Yes why does it seem it's always the one that you are not interested in that likes you so much? Often people who crush on us are the not the ones we will fall in love with. Then the one we want is to far, or someone we cannot ever be with. How love is a strange thing. Seems the universe was never on my side when it came to finding love.
Yet there is magic in each moment and day if we truly embrace it.
Once again I write forever with a magical pen.

Getting emotional but then not caring

For a moment last night I felt emotional again. You know feelings of wanting love again, of feeling alone once again in darkness. Yet I don't care. I am living my dream and making money. Good friends and family is all I need. If true love is not meant for me, then I will forever wander the earth as a mystic ghost!

I hardly write here anymore is there any adventure left ?

It's strange I don't like TV or radio because there bores me. Social media now bores me also. I just like to watch movies, and shows online. Of course reading and writing poetry is always something wonderful to do. I need to get back to writing poetry daily again. But I have been so busy setting up and running the magic toy shop. Stay tuned for the adventure, I suppose we create our own destiny and adventure don't we ?
Always use wisdom to find your path in life

Thinking late night how it all started

Thinking lately how this blog all started with love and dark poetry dedicated to my ex. Well she is gone now. I hardly have any inspiration for new poetry. Everything in this realm seems so boring and mundane. I often wonder what is my true destiny. Will love ever come? I often wonder.

It all started with random poetry and thoughts about Pacey and Tamara on Dawnsen's creek. I can't believe I used to watch that show on netflix. But those show sometimes let us see into a world of romance and excitement that does not seem to exist in this world anymore.

Thinking how it all started, and how it will go in the end.

When you lose all faith in love

It feels strange when you lose all faith in love. What I mean is where you no longer care about finding the one. When you know love will never come and you will always be alone forever.
That is when the darkness manifests. Yet there is power. For then ambition and greed take over more than anything else.
Perhaps it is to late my decent into darkness begins, yet another part of me keeps walking with positive energy. Only romantic love rests in a coffin now. But I will reach all other dreams in love... love can never be reached since it is not real...

No time for social media and busy building my empire

Lately I do not have any time for social media. I'm to busy building up my own empire. Let alone for love. But yes again I do not meet anyone I actually find attractive lately. Oh well I suppose it's only my destiny to chase money and reach my dreams in that sense.

Social media would be great if I was actually social.

Sipping healing potiions and thinking deeply

I sit here now writing at my writing desk and sipping a healing potion. Most of the time I know I will probably never find love. So then that is probably the reason for chasing gold so many nights. Often I think how wonderful it would be to manifest and live the greatest dreams... but it seems they've slipped away...Thinking deeply trying to remember a time I could feel.

What are we really searching for? Why do we seek love ?

What are we really searching for? We search the world, the net for answers. Are people looking for lots of money? a magical experience or true love? It seems many souls are searching for true. love. But will they ever find it?

We search for perfection. But sometimes it was right in front of us the whole time. But yet we keep searching. I search for true love, but it seems to always get away from me... Why is a raven like a writing desk ?