Deep down I will never find love

Deep down I know I will never find love. I think I felt it once before. But to ever feel so deeply or love so much scares me. Love makes life wonderful. But when love is not true, it can also be a living hell. It's hard for me to ever believe in love again.

Late at night I think how great it would be to find a real true love. But in the end I know I will probably never find a true love. I have searched so much for it. But yet something in my soul tells me love will never come.

Yet I do want to believe love can someday manifest in my life. I think that could be a dream many people are searching for. Yet many souls do not find that real and true love. So the soul becomes lost. Yet love may exist deep within our inner being and our souls. Maybe if we remember a time we loved, a true love might appear again. Yet I am sad and think I might be alone forever.

It would have been great to have met Mozart and Edgar Alan Poe

What would it have been like to meet someone like Mozart or Edgar Alan Poe. I often think how it would have been great to have seen Mozart play the piano in person. Or see Poe write poetry with his feather pen. Those were much simpler times. Candles instead of electric lamps. Also feather pens and inkwells as well as type writers instead of computer keyboards.

I often think of going back to creating hand written poetry and giving it to my loved ones. Or even giving them to strangers or friends. Poetry can make someone happy or change the world for the better. At times I dream of the olden day and times. But I am here and I am now. An old soul with a desire to write. May the magic pen write on forever.

I might have met my true love today

I am not sure but I might have met my soul mate today. There she stood in a place not very expected. If only for a moment I once again believed in love. But is she really my destiny? Only time can tell. A one moment passes another begins. But the future is not always certain.

She was beautiful and someone I could fall in love with. But I wonder where she is from. I had not seen her around before. Something new and unexpected happening is better than the same old boring days. Perhaps some romance and excitement will come soon.

Love and Destiny

What is real love and destiny? Is it when you meet someone you think if so beautiful that you are meant to be with them. Or is it something more? I think we often think about our love and destiny. Yet some souls seem to never find their soul mates.

How do we know when we have found true love and destiny? Many search for their whole lives to try to find the true love they seek. I often stay up late at night thinking about love and destiny. Who truly knows when we will meet our soul mates.

Then again it's a scary thought to give out whole soul and essence to one other being. It's almost like signing a pact that could destroy us if things do not go right. When will real love and destiny really manifest? That is the question

Letter to my soulmate.

I wonder if you are really out there and if you exist. Love seems to be something I missed. I tried to find my soul in this world that is just to cold. If you are out there and you exist, I am thinking of you tonight. Under the moon and stars I lay dreaming of you. I wish I would have meet you sooner. I don't know where you are now. But I write you this letter. I will cast this letter in a bottle into the sea so that maybe one day you will find it. I wish you the best,and please find the love and eternal peace deep within. I hope this letter finds you soon...

If you are out there I want you to know I'm here. I dreamed of you once, such a wonderful and romantic dream. If I find you one day soon, I will know love does exist.